Day in the life of...MONKIES

..or maybe a month or two or three I really have no idea but whatever. I've been busy you know. Two jobs working pain in my ass but it's working out well for me. I have like money in my savings account which is quite incredible honestly.
Tday is Thursday my day off and I'm going to have lunch with Marcia. She's the asst. chef at the bakery and going back to Brazil on the 14th and her last day is the tenth at the bakery. I'm uber sad. :(
I bought her a litle Italian charm braceltbecasue I figured I could send her little charms for i every once in a while and what not. It's so cute. There is a little charm tat says USA on it and one that says FRIENDS. Really I will miss her a lot she is sooo sweet.
I inhereted another rat. She's soooo sweet and little her name is Jenny and she's Tan and White. So cute.
All else is going fine. Back pain andfeet pain and a sinyus cold/infection/headache.... perhaps all of the above, but I'm dealing. Ya know. Last night however I thought I was going to die.

Guess thats it kids.

Peace

I feel like a hardcore dumbass.

It sucks yo.

I slept for forever today. Seriously....
woke up at like some point to let the dog out
went back to sleep
Woke up to talk to kim
Went back to sleep
Woke up because my alarm went off at 2
Stayed awake.

It was odd. Really not I liek sleep and I dont get enough as of late.
And last night was a reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaalllly bad night at Joes.
That is all.
Peace kiddies

I've got some hardcore thinking to do.

Seriously.

And my brain is fried.

But...I...know what I'm going to do

And I will do it tomorrow

But my brain....hates me.

I'm bored... headache and tired.
Hopefully. not working late tonight. Want to be cut early.

Have annual check up today cuz that is important.
UTI feels better

Again. lol I wish it would make its mind up

Off to do some makeup and hair....

peace kids...

I have no time anoymore to...relax. No I lie. I am now.
Going out with Sara to Maxs for a bit to. Probably not to late though cuz she'll wanna go see Fabio tonight...as always. I'm mean not that I don't see Marciano a lot, but...I don't ditch my friends for him either...you know what I mean. Whatever. No Big deal. Just annoying to me

Um yeah yawn today. Seriously. Tired, plus I started my period so double blah with that. Thank God I'm not one of those people where it lasts all freakin week.

Anyways...I dunno what else I'm gonna ramble about so...I'm out...
Gonna call sara and see whats up for dinner with the bald man whenever he gets home

Peace out G

...haven't updated in a while.

Not much to say really. Been busy but nothing spectacular has happened...yet.

Start and I mean REALLY start the new job at Joes Tomorrow a double training with Jeremy I think. Should be good stuff. Waitressing whoo!

Umm went to Sara's little party thing, and ended up staying, and no not because I was really drunk, because yay I wasn't. But time went by quickly and I was tired and it was like12:30 when I looked at the clock and it was like 45 min drive home or stay at saras... Obvious answer to that one. Met her boyfriedn Fabio, very sweet and very quiet man. His friend Marciano very sweet too. Talked to him for a bit. At one point he told me he liked me then apologized for saying that. I was like umm you don't need to apologize to me. Thats sweet. Then he kept tryingto tuck my hair behind my ears and what not and obviously its not going to stay so stop...touching me! No but really it was cute.

Guess thats it really.

American men need to take lessons from Brazilian men Sara nd I decided. Either that or we will just take all the Brazilians for ourselves...and not share..muahahhaha

Peace yo...

was interesting. I guess. Worke, looked at the attractive Brazilian man. Yes we have one...i just wish he weren't short...and...all...like...whatever. If you met him you'd probably know what I mean. You just get a weird vibe off him. It worries me. But he's nice to look at and he smells GOOD. Like REALLY GOOD.

Then I went to Not Your Average Joes in Acton to put in an application. But they were uber busy and out of applications so the manager told me it would be better if I could do it online. So I went home.

I filled the application out. It was nice and easy, the way I like them. and then... yeah ate dinner watched some tv you know. whatever.

I have a stupid internet! That is why I dont update as much anymore, because I can't! Stupid peice of crap.

Umm...made a drink involving triple sec, tequila and cranberry juice. Could be good needs a little less triple sec or a little more tequila next time though. :)

Off to put a load of laundry in so I can wear the pants I want to to work tomorrow.

Truck that has been sitting on the side of our yard, at the street for over a week was apparently stolen from Nashua last week. Weird. Dad called the cops because it had been just there for over a week, and yeah, tats the story on that. And to think we thought it was just broken down. *sigh* Some people are dumb.

Guess thats it. Laundry adn bed? maybe shower time yo.

Peace Mothatruckas!

Gimme a reason
Why I'm feeling so blue
Everytime I close my eyes, all I see is you
Gimme a reason
Why I can't feel my heart
Everytime you leave my side, I just fall apart

And when you're fast asleep, I wonder where you go
Can you tell me, I wanna know

Because I miss you
And this is all I wanna say
I guess I miss you, beautiful
These three words have said it all
You know I miss you
I think about you when you're gone
I guess I miss you, nothing's wrong
I don't need to carry on

Gimme a reason
Why I can't concentrate
The world is turning upside down
Spinning round and round
Gimme a reason
Why I now understand
The beauty and simplicity of everything surrounding me

You got a way of spreading magic everywhere
Anywhere I go, I know you're always there
It sounds ridiculous, but when you leave a room
There's a part of me that just wants to follow you too

Because I miss you
And this is all I wanna say
I guess I miss you, beautiful
These three words have said it all
You know I miss you
I think about you when you're gone
I guess I miss you, nothing's wrong
I don't need to carry on

It's such a hard life in most of the time
I'm just surviving
That's why I want you to know
In the world where sincerity has lost its meaning
You fill my world with so much hope

And I miss you
This is all I wanna say
I guess I miss you, beautiful
These three words have said it all
You know I miss you
I think about you when you're gone
I guess I miss you, nothing's wrong
I don't need to carry on

You know I miss you
And this all I wanna say
I guess I miss you, beautiful
These three words have said it all

You know I miss you
And this is all I wanna do
I know it doesn't sound too cool
But maybe I'm in love with you

You know I miss you
And this all I wanna say
I guess I miss you, nothing's wrong
I don't need to carry on

I just miss you
Yeah, it's true
I miss you, baby
And when you're walking out that door
I know I miss you
You make me wanna ask for more
I just miss you
Yeah, it's true
I miss you, baby



-I Miss You, Darren Hayes

First of all ever have one of those moments when you realize you truly love your friends? And the you realize you truly would do anything for them? You've said it before, "I love you, of course I would do that." Then one night it actually gets tested and your just waiting for them to answer, do you want me to...(deck this guy or what?) a yes or no answer, it could be pertaining to anything. But your just waiting for a simple yes or no. You will do whatever they want you to do, even if maybe you can't win (even if your pretty sure you could) there's always a chance you won't and you don't care, because you care to much about the person you're with to care about your pride? Ever had one of those moments? I have.

Now have you ever not realized how much you cared about someone until they are gone? Ever gotten in your car on your way home from wherever (say the bar) and a song starts to play in your car. And it just hits you (maybe you haven't listened to the cd in a while so you hadn't thought about it, whatever). That song though, it just hits you like a bolt of lightning and it rivets you into a thought about someone, and you wonder, why didn't I realize I before. But then you think, you knew, the first time he made you cry you knew. And then you wonder, why didn't I let myself believe it? Why did I hold back, even when you talked to me about it? Why was I afraid? And then you you realize it's to late, and your world just crashes. And you realize. You were in love.


And then you start to think. Maybe it is better when you don't feel. With the good comes the bad. If you don't bother with the good, then you don't have to deal with the bad. And if you don't feel, then who cares?


I miss you...I wish you were still here.

So tomorrow I get to go to the zoo! Sara and I are gonna go, trying to get erin to come but as she is asleep...its hard. Southwick Zoo to see Elephants and what not. Tigers and other pretty animals. MONKEYS!

Rented Benchwarmers today and a PS2 game. Castlevania...curse of darkness or something like that. Its pretty entertaining. Despite the fact that I'm a little lost even with a map! *sigh*

Gonna have to move my car eventually so steph can go to work, because for some reason she can't back out around me for whatever reason. I can usually back around her. But whatever...

Think I gotta go do that now actually...

Ok back, car is moved.

Now just chillin' spent forever last night trying to find that one haiku about JSS and the sharpie. It was good, though do to past events it should have been Jon and the sharpie...but you know whatev.

Gues thats it. Peace Homies...

1) lots of music is always good!

hanging around all
day which meant we had a good
amount of music

2)poor erin! why doesn't she just turn around?

man with that butt
still work was lame erin is
on a dead end street

3)Yeah where is michael Hurst. <3

by the way where the
frick is michael hurst um yeah
thats it tomorrow

4)not working can be good...especially at 5AM

well I woke up at
5am but I was happy i
haven't worked

5) Puppy :)

this will make much sense
and speaking of puppy he's
been following me

6) im proud of Jon thats right!

I was proud of him
and I xcall out Jon and
yeah those tight flared

7)Truth

all honestly I'm
a bit more of a leppard
fan than a journey

8) aren't we all nice?

Through while times are
rough we'll give you strength while
you get a better

9) i didn't know I thought so highly of clean linen and soap...

great coloron you
he looked realy good
like clean linen soap

10) nothing compares to beef!

but the beggining
was good though not quite liek the
beef the other day

11)umm watch out?

get blown up i'd go
into the bomb shelter now
I'm pissed pissed

12) ...secrets out...? oh Liz I <3 you!

i heard tryuth be told
Krysta is gay she likes to
replace random words

13)thats what happens when you hire deadbeats... suspension!

the deadbeats meet white
lightning it's a one week
suspension form work

14) actually i rather like the sun :)

like that Ifailed
well I don't hate the sun
well I never have

15);)

him yay Jon and yeah
those tight flared jeans you can
wear those anytime

16) Truth

have issues with France the
French seriously not even
little ones big ones

17) i like bread...

say no but are you
going to ask us to shape it
into little bread

18) more puppies :)

like a big puppy
puppies are wonderful they make
me happy and more

19)its creepy

is on a dead end
street white lighting it's a
bloody miracle

20) we'll have to ask metallica about dancing with the devil...

claim you run nowhere
to hide away run you dance
with the devil you

21) This oughta get his attention

lol it's neal man
I better unbutton my
shirt hopefully I

22) I am cool!

anyone has a
poem I wrote a poem
I'm cool like that I

23) Bastards!

the bank denied me
american money for
the wonderful show

24) when did I become so nice?

see she likes to sleep
last night so I said ok I'll
go to work early

25) *dies*

I like your cross in
a voice that makes me think he's
not really sure

26) yeah screw 'em!

really they were
great who cares what those other
people are saying

27) :)

more tingles and tingles and
goosebumps I love when he
sings that song makes me

28) don't play my friends! i'll blow you up!

up to play with lights
and stuff at least I think they
played most of my friends

29) seriously...what else?

what else could I do
but come here adn decide to
write him a poem

30) Thanks indeed :)

wonderful thanks to
Journey and Def Leppard fo
the wonderful show

31) oh god not the canadian!!

you can't say no
but are you ready for the
canadian i

32) Last one I swear. and I don't remember writing steve a note about peace...

Steve Augeri a
note thing and I thought I'd try
to talk about peace

There was a really good one about not being able to resist Jeff Scott Soto when he has a sharpie.. but I forgot to save it. :(

We ate at the Cheesecake Factory Tonight. It is by far definetly one of my favorite resturants. Brought home an amazing amount of food because they feed you so much and some of my cheesecake. MMMMMM So goood.

I bought a few Metallica Albums the other day, because I didn't own any fo some weird reason. I looove Metallica. Always have just never boughtthem...maybe because they get a lot of radio play. So since I've stopped listening to the radio I had to buy cds. Speaking of cds totally should ot be so expensive. It's retarded. But yay froNewbury comics and used cds. Woot.

My body is itchy. I think I ate something that my allergies thought I should not have. *sigh*

I have tomorrow and Tuesday off. Exciting.
Seriously going to sleep all day I think.
There is no better way to spend a day off.
Well actually tomorow I have to go return some movies, but other than that. BED!

<3

Gonna make some more haikus...:)

i dont know why mine dont have the cute little purple box that lets you make your own... but umm....here's the link...

http://memes.angrygoats.net/


1) I did these yesterday and how appropriate did this one seem!

morning and they had
to give you strength while you
get a better grip

2) This just amused me because it was from the one where I was talking about meeting Jon...apparently he makes me
hungry?

smiling and i was
like 'oh shit he heard me think
of something to eat

3)Honestly I'd rather not dance with the crazy Brazilians at work...Ever..

you wanna dance with
the crazy brazilians at
work today they will

4)I just like the first two lines...Those boys better be listening to me!

you come down here boy
you're already on your knees
that song usually

5)This one is just thouroughly depressing. But good and I love it.

steve it breaks my heart
def leppard white lightning on
a dead end street light

6)This just made me giggle a bit...

guess thats it is it
to much to ask for there was
neal chest and belly

7) Hey you know sometimes its good that your job isnt' torture!

which meant i got to
work early oddly today
it wasn't torture

8)HA HA HA HA Keanu cracks me up! That movie was sooo laaaame

of noticing how
creepy keanu reeves when he's
pretending to cry

9)This one I'm sure is Liz's fault...dirty little girl...

tight flared jeans you
can see she likes girls and their
vagines and knows how

10) This just is 100% true

puppies are wonderful
they make me happy and more
comfortable than

11) Kinda sketchy sounding but you know...whatever...;)

joe and sav it was
amazing i was sweating
buckets just watching

12)This si also quite depressing.

where the deadbeats meet
white lightning it's a one
way ride white lightning

13)Sounds fun?

to the bottom of
the driveway and then there was
a water fight yo

14)It just made sense I have no feelings about this one...

it magically
went away and i don't
feel like typing it

15) I wonder what I did find out about...her..

here is the lowdown
i'm tired i went to see
her and find stuff out

16) Aw no winning, but mud...it tastes bad!

mud today that was
interesting didn't win
anything today

17) Oh it my life...if only it said Rum instead of Tequila!

an eventful
few days full of tequila
and recreation

Have a day off today. Don't think I'm going to do anything with it other than perhaps sleep and beat things up with the PS2.

Good times seriously.

I literally have nothing else to write about...


I love Amber
And My puppy
And my RAT

and the rest of the kitties

and probably even the fish

Losing trust in someone who you thought you could trust in all honesty and with no...restraint obviously prooves to be wrong. At least in my case. Being let down by your family is probably the most painful thing anyone has to go through. And then not getting an apology or any sort of ...response in any from is even worse. What am Isupposed to do? What am I supposed to think? Am I supposed to be this mad? This hurt? Am I supposed to cry, because I did? I just dont understand what you want from me...and ihate not understanding.

there are no comprehensive thoughts in my brain to write about right now.
*explodes*

of hemale species...anyone who doesnt' want to get blown up i'd go into the bomb shelter now. I'm pissed Pissed pissed pissed pissed.
I hate men, for hurting my friends.
Repeatedly.
You don't mess around with someone's heart...

...whatever god...all of themI dont care, if one more member of the male gender hurts one more of my friends I'm going to blow the whjole freakin species up. Be Warned!

Very happy, because as long as everything goes how it's supposed to today, I will have to worry about a friend a little less. I think. I really think that the job will help, gettign her out of the house will help, if not only as a distraction. Overtime distractions can help too. Right? *sigh* We just want happiness. Thats it. Is it to mouch to ask for?

Probably


In other news. There is nothing. I have to work 11-cls today. Woo. Got up to take a hsower this moring. Usually I take showers at night. But I wanted to sleep last night, so I said ok I'll go to bed earlier and wake up earlier...It all seemed to work out in the end.

I think I'm going to wear my pretty pink shoes at work today.beacuse they will match my shirt.Just hopefully I dont' spill to much coffee on them and/or flour. But you know what, I guess that is what a washing machine is for.

Ihave nice Birch Smoothing Hand Lotion that smells good. And feels nice. Thats good right? *uses it*

Ok off to...do somethign else for 15 minutes or so...

Peace and <3